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keruchu 10 things you wish you could say to ten different people right now 01✖ I'm really glad I could mean that much to you, I've never been so happy to be named after an inanimate piece of rubber.
02✖ Do you EVER listen to yourself speak? It's always about YOU and HIM, stop comparing what you think you have to me.
03✖ Is it weird when I actually don't think that's such a bad idea? Maybe I think like a man...
04✖ You seem to have this way of noticing when I'm around, is something still holding you back?
05✖ I love that tone of voice you get when you say goodbye, you're such a sweet person and a great friend!
06✖ I really admire your resolve. Although I'm too blinded to adopt that same viewpoint.
07✖ Aww, you deserve the best birthday possible, I'm sorry for not being able to make it that day...
08✖ Please, just...go away? I know it sounds harsh, but I really need this time!
09✖ I miss you. I need you. There's nothing in this world that I could love more than you and I have no doubt in my mind that you're perfect.
10✖ I'll get it done--it's just that I'm not really used to it, you see?
09 things about yourself 01✖ I always draw or write on myself in pen to help me remember.
02✖ I've got a tooth that really annoys me because it's slightly overlapped by another, you can't see it because it's on the bottom row, but it makes me feel like my orthodontic work has gone to waste.
03✖ I have a fondness for Tang. The orange drink.
04✖ I have a tendancy to speak now, think later, which always makes me rethink through all my conversations wondering whether what I said was right and how I should have changed it.
05✖ I love to bake, but I'm a terrible cook.
06✖ I used to suffer such horrible perfectionism when I was a child. So much so that I would cry whenever I got the slightest remark of being less than perfect.
07✖ I don't enjoy my birthday. I think it's because I just don't like all that attention, for nothing. If anything, thank my parents.
08✖ I'm a very confident and sure of myself person. It's only when emotions are involved that I become rather insecure and withdrawn because I'm afraid of being weak.
09✖ I have a talent for severing my own ties and relationships.
08 ways to win your heart (romantically) 01✖ Make me smile.
02✖ Show confidence.
03✖ Be passionate.
04✖ Take the initiative and be decisive.
05✖ Be there when I need you most.
06✖ Charm me.
07✖ Have pride in your appearance.
08✖ Need me.
07 things that cross your mind a lot 01✖ Tonight?
02✖ Am I doing the right thing?
03✖ Just smile.
04✖ Should I just cut my losses and continue?
05✖ Hard work, will it all pay off?
06✖ How do I make this happen?
07✖ I can't believe how often I want this.
06 things you do before you fall asleep 01✖ Have a shower/brush my teeth/cleanse-tone-moisturise/brush my hair.
02✖ Reset my alarm and briefly listen to the radio.
03✖ Pin my badges onto my school uniform and make my lunch.
04✖ Turn off all the lights in the house and close the door to my room (can't sleep without it closed).
05✖ Roll over in bed a few times before settling facing the right, I can't sleep if I'm facing the left for some reason...
06✖ Whenever I lie down I think of him and smile.
05 people who mean a lot 01✖ Jonathon.
02✖ Tash.
03✖ Jesre.
04✖ All my family.
05✖ Christine, Fairy, Travis---heck, the whole Platypus Brigade!
04 things you're wearing right now 01✖ A long, low cut, orange shirt.
02✖ Short black denim shorts.
03✖ A cream-coloured strapless bra.
04✖ Pale pink panties.
03 songs that you listen to often (currently) 01✖ "Lonely in Gorgeous"
02✖ "There's a reason these tables are numbered Honey, you just haven't thought of it yet"
03✖ "Another Day"
02 things you want to do before you die01✖ Prove to myself that I can fulfill my potential.
02✖ Take one BIG risk.
01 confession 01✖ I always wanted a pet when I was younger and would try to convince my parents at every possible opportunity, but as the years went on, I just became indifferent to the idea and worn down to the point of not caring anymore. Even from this, I've just learned that you never really get what you want and therefore, I feel it's why I have very low expectations for everything.
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